Today is the day I do not believe in TRUE LOVE ANYMORE!

Today is 21st of June. It suppose to be our anniversary trip to Sydney. It suppose to be us hug each other and hold hand together on George Street in SYdney. But unfortunately you brought it before the trip where I am so looking forward about trip. Now, Im doing nothing at home and just cry. I do not know what is happening between you and me. What i know is i am being ditched by the simplest reason ever. All the excitement turn into the dust of sadness in my heart.

"We should work things in our relationship" This was our discussion one month ago. "Your attitude is a bit wrong, you shouldnt do this you shouldnt do that" I was quiet cause i do not want to argue with you and I love you so much. I wanna work things out since you said it was my attitude problem. After a month, you said your feeling towards me actually faded at the day we discussed the issue. WHY YOU DID NOT TELL ME YOUR FEELINGS HAD FADED which is the TRUTH! why you said is my attitude problem!!!!???? You could have tell me the truth and I can work on the right issue!!!!! I have been working hard for the wrong issue!!!

My heart is full of sadness and the feelings are so called " FML!!". You told everyone I am the best guy you ever met. I am the best guy you wil stick with forever. Everything Sum up together, was it true when you say this? I do not know and i hope it was true.

Someone could say I am childish for saying this loud and i want to get sympathy. To be honest, You guys can say what you want. If you think i am childish, Go ahead and think. Go ahead and bitch about I am an useless that can bear with this issue. But REMEMBER this! You are not the one who is suffering, I AM! I do not know who should I talk with. what i think is,

ALL the best for you. I think I can't get you back anymore and you won't want me anymore since there is someone better outside.

Cheers ....crying with full of sadness =(

LIFE..

LIFE= Happiness, Sadness, Stress, Joyful, Memory and etc

Solution:

ENJOY WHAT YOU CAN and Appreciate your LIFE

quote-11-10-10

First post in year 2010.

time flies like a beam. This could be the 1st time i ever view back my blog in year 2010. Last post of my blog was November 2009! Freaking two months passed and i can't believe i just abandon my blog for no reason.

Anyway, Happy new year Blog! although it is lame but wish you guys have a lovely valentine's day in next week and Chinese New Year to everyone who are in their hometown. This year i am not going back for Chinese New year. Why?? hmmmmm...good question. Nevertheless, My family are coming Melbourne to visit me in this CNY but i am having my final exam in Chinese New year too.

This is my first time celebrating CNY outside of home country. Even though i had never go visit my relatives back in my hometown. For me CNY is like a friend gathering. Miss all my Malaysia friends who are in Kuala Lumpur or Malacca. However, I met a lot of new friends in Melbourne. Not only Malaysian, there are someone from China, Hong Kong, Korea, Japan , Vietnam, and etc. Great thing i done in Melbourne was me and my fellow Malaysian friends had established a club in Deakin University. Well, i think this year would be a challenge to run the club because this is my ever first time being a president of a club. Anyway, i will try my best to run the club.

To be honest, my final is coming very soon. My first paper is on next Thursday and last paper is on next next Monday. I was studying like Shit!! i realize i hate study even though Corporation Law is quite interesting. Luckily it is open book exam. Another subject i'm taking right now is Auditing................. This is a boring subject. BORED TO THE MAX!!!

anyway, i don't know what am i writting. I think it is just a relieve stress post.

Damn!! I hate EXAM!!!

Fucking shitty week!

well well well....what a shitty week in my 2009 year life. I had never been feeling so uncomfortable and unlucky in my life. I mean it happened a week! Normally i got into unlucky time, it was only a day or 3,4 hours. However, I won't be forget the week in between 16th of Novemeber and 21st of November!

First of all, i was working with the worst boss ever, maybe because i am a student and those adults like to cheat on us as we don;t have any experience and society. I believe what my dad said to me. "When you are student, just do the student's way to settle things. it is still not your chance to get work and earn money. You can earn money, but you can't earn too much, Because you are a student and you don't have any experience, even though you do earn a lot, it is just lucky. Your stage as a student is to gain more knowledge and experience more things, so that you will know how to settle things in society because everyone is cheating each other in society"

Why i am saying this because I had been cheated by them for about two weeks plus. So, I felt so inconfidence about myself. I finally understand what i learnt back in Malaysia, how to social in Malaysia and Australia is totally different. Normally, if a boss said that you work for us $15 an hour, doesn't this mean you go to their office and work is working? I can only get AUD15 an hour if i go for client's place. Well, i don't know whether it is misundertsnading or they want to cheat me at the first place, if their intention is to cheat me, they really successful cheated me, cos i didn't get paid from them even though i travel so far from my house to work for them for 2 weeks plus. The travel time from my house to the work place is total 3 hours a day. So if i work for 3 days, i wasted 9 hours in a week(all of the time i used in public transport is express lane, if is not, it will be more than 3 hours a day). If i can use the wasted hour to work another job, even thouthe salary is low as 8AUD per hour, i earn at least 72AUD a day and it is better than going to office and earn nothing. Sometimes i was thinking, Am i the person who misunderstand it or their general knowledge is different with me.

secondly, my precious Emporio Armani watch which is very valuable to me, spoiled at the day i had misunderstanding with my boss. The Watch had been following along my high school life until my University. But it spoiled in the time when i was back to home and i wasted 4 hours in a bus because it was traffic jam at the moment. I thought the time was still 6pm when i reached home(cause i was sleeping all the way back home), And it is from ALTONA to HUGHEDALES!!! So i went back home, i looked at the clock, it was 8.30pm! I missed my badminton moment which is every Tuesday. I was so down and there is no food inside my house. All i ate was MILK! I think I don;t have the appetite to eat even though there is a food in front of me.

Thirdly, i get caught by not validate my ticket in using Public Transport, the reason i don;t wat to validate is i want to save some money even though i get to waste more in those unnecessary. It is just what i said to myself, something you can't save, you don't have to save. In the end, you are bearing the consequences.

Well well, this is just a release stress and my anger post. Anyway, hope i do get fine in the next feel days. I HOPE!! SERIOUSLY!!

JUNE---routine

eventually, time flies without letting us know what actually going. the reason i said this because i realized it's JUNE 2009 and i'm having my finals soon!!! i mean SOON!! ya!! i left 2 days for my finals as it start on next MONDAY to WEDNESDAY continuously!!! In worse case, 4 subject in 3 days continuously..LOL...

frankly speaking, this is my 1st time to have my exam continuously without having any days to rest. well... i hope when exam time, the times really flies!!! i mean FLIES!! On the other hand, this my 1st post in JUNE. muahahahhahahahah...Cant believe i really just dumped my blog beside and focus in my study. i have been studying like hell in library for 2 weeks. All the schedule are the same. it become my life routine and the schedule goes like this :

wake up in 7am in the morning.

takes the 9.30am bus to my campus

arrive in my library in 10am

starts my studies in 10.10am

having my lunch in 1pm

continue study for my finals in 2pm

takes 6.06pm bus home.

arrive home at 6.45pm

cook my dinner at 7.30pm

finish all my dishes in 8-9pm

revise or on9 until 11.00pm

having my bath at 11.00

sleep in 12am.

and it goes continue the same thing for morning. well. passing the same road, watching the same table i used to sit and looking thru those books i had been looking when i start my studies in DEAKIN UNIVERSITY.

there's a differences i am currently facing...

IT"S SUPER DUPER DAMN FUCKING COLD!!!!!!!!!!

can you imagine u are studying in a temperature of 3? well... it's not funny and is freezing!!!

the main reason that i want study in my library is to use their heator because heator cost extremely high in AUSSIE!

oh well, it is 7.12pm and i have to follow my timetable as it is time for me to cook my dinner.

PS: wish me luck all the best in my finals!! thanx =)

TO LEON EMMERSON!!!

this is for you dude!! wish you all the best in tomorrow paper and enjoy more times with your dearest in BRISBANE!!!

By the way...SWINE FLU in Australia is getting worse and worse.i hope that all my friends who are in Australia dun get anything serious.

life's still goes on...welcome back Adam =)

HEY, guess what? i hadn't been updating my blog for a month. i feel so bad that i left my LOVELY blog alone without update it for so long. Anyway, something happened one month back ago and it was a bad thing to me because i never expected this will happen and it affected me badly.

well, i'm not going to write about what was actually happened to me because it had passed and i realize life's still goes on. whatever happened is a past and i felt so sad about it. Fortunately, i have a lovely family who care me a lot and what had done is done and what i should appreciate now is really clear to me.

sometimes, things happen with a reason. well, i agree with this and i found out is not easy to understand this as the meaning is really wide. I was wondering, does bad thing happens with a reason too?? On the other hand, my MUM used to tell me to be happy even bad thing happens to me. Unfaithfully, i wasn't happy that moment because i can't find a reason to make myself happy. Finally, I realize that being happy is such a hard way for me at the moment. My family knew what had happened to me and they didn't blame for being so naive or childish when i acted stupid.

i remembered when i was 17, Mum told me "good thing appears together with bad thing and u should APPRECIATE what u have". i wasn't sure that time but i realized it now. it wasn't too late for me as i'm 21 years old now (for this year, but i haven't reach my 21st birthday...hahah) i found out that i am in the place which i always wanted to be here. YUP!! i always wanted to be in AUSTRALIA. it is part of my dream to be here. i should be happy instead of being sad as this is always i wanted to be.

To be honest, i gave up this great opportunity back in two years time and i really regretted that i was supposed to study in MELBOURNE after my high school graduation. well, why am i here currently?? this is because my best fren LEO EMMERSON. he is the one that let me know how stupid i am at that time because i shouldn't give up the chance when i got the chance. Thank for the encouragement dude!! i really appreciate that for waking me up!! WHY?? because is part of ur DREAM!!

For me, i realized what my dad told me when i was graduated from high school, " LONG(my nickname in my family, it's mean "dragon" in chinese)!! do u know how important for a guys to have their dream? IT IS DAMN FUCKING IMPORTANT BECAUSE DREAM REPRESENT YOU and YOUR DREAM REPRESENT YOUR VISION!!" (ok. the "DAMN FUCKING" is just for expression to show the importance). Honestly, i was stunned when he told me and i really realized what is a dream now. Seriously, Never ever give up your dream for someone or something else!! I don't think is worth to give up a dream so easily because you might be regretted. And i don't recommend to do this!!

In this month, something goods really happen and it makes my life even happier now. why? Because i appreciate every single things that i had now. i told myself "ADAM TUI, it's time for you to be happier than last time because you had got what u want". It's so true that i have everything, like those who cares about me, loves me and make me happier. i should APPRECIATE them. "APPRECIATE WHAT YOU SHOULD APPRECIATE". this is what i learnt in this lesson. life is like a class or exam, sometimes you might fail and pass or even get a HIGH DISTINCTION. That's why it taught what we should do in the end and we learn things after the lesson.

To be honest again, i was thinking to give up this blog as i am not really in the mood in blogging anymore. Thanks for LEO EMMERSON again for fucking me that i should continue blogging. As a matter of fact, what he said really bang me, " what's the purpose for you to blog? Don't tell me YOU create a BLOG to let people see and wanted to be famous? COME ON!! i created my blog because i want to write down all my memories. So that i won't forget what really happened to me." (ok..maybe he didn't say it rudely as this is what i understand and i express it out =P) I agree what he said because memory is really important to our life. You don't know what's going to happen next and you should memorize those nice and sweet memories that you had at the first time. this makes me to find a reason what i really want now.

well, it's time for me to improve myself to become a better person. this is what i should do now. besides that, i should thank one of my favourite reader who is being so supportive and bringing me so much of happiness. thanks for everything, you let me learnt my lesson and i gonna APPRECIATE what i have now. thanks you so much for caring me. you really understand me =)

i feel sorry for those other readers for not updating my blog. Anyway, i will update my life as i share what is happening to my life.from now on, I will start my biggest challenge as i decided to use PROPER ENGLISH to update my blog and i'm so sorry to my AUSTRALIAN friend--DAN who said my english sucks 3 weeks ago because he don't understand "MALAYSIANS' style english" well mate, I gonna shows you that my english isn't that bad. hahaha.. Anyway, Thanks for suggesting me to write in proper english. I will try my best to improve my english. haha.

Hence......WOW!! i think i am writing an essay because i never try to write so much without putting any pictures. everything have their first time and this is so my 1st-proper-englsih-blog.hahah. I write this because i want to let all my readers know...I AM HAPPY now and just wanna to share what's my thinking.

In conclusion, Be smart and APPRECIATE WHAT U HAVE NOW. ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU and those who are special and close to you!!

LIFE!! here i am!! =)

Grampians Pic...nice place to go!!

due to my best buddy WC diu me for not update my blog...

so... i'm gonna update now..

as last post i mentioned abt i came back from "Grampians"...

for those who r in Melbourne definitely know what place it is...

but for those who not...i will explain wat "Grampians" is...

GRAMPIANS is a very very very very(i seriously mean it!!) nice place for those who like hiking, sightseeing, bbq, have fun with frens...

as i went there with those PFMA (PAY FONG MELBOURNE ASSOCIATION) as Pay Fong is my high school back in Malacca...

too bad i dun hav a DSLR to take down or those view...haiz...

but i used my Omnia to take down some...

pic shown:






















nice???

i am so love the place!!!

Gonna buy one DSLR !!! >.<


PS: thanx for those PFMA ppl for organising the trip !! i really enjoyed my time!! looking forward to our next trip!! =)

I'm BACK from Grampians!!

woo hoo!!!

i just back from a trip with my fellow high school frens

and now i'm so bloody tired...

anyway..

will gonna post some pic after i get from them..

gonna start getting my study mood...

wtf....

Tag from JOON HAO THAM~~~~

lalalalalala.....having my EASTER HOLIDAY NOW...

n one of best pal in mlk TAG me wor...well...this can be said the very 1st tag as i never do a Tag at all...

ok... here goes:



1. Do you have secrets?
Errr.......this question is stupid..ofcos la!!!

2. Do you ever try a few days do not eat anythings?
IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR me!!! eat is my entertaiment man!!!

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
yes if there's a lot of leng lui around...or there's a HOT AND SEXY LECTURER..

4. Coffee or more coffee?
TEH tarik boleh tak???

No 5 sudah hilang.

6. Laughter, or forever smiles?
well...i'm a Lame JOKER!! wanna hear my lame joke??

7. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
BOTH ARE IMPORTANT!!!

8. The person you like is already attached, what would you do?
wish her?? wat the heck!!

9. What made you smile today?
watching POR*! (Opps did i say tat?? wakakak!!)

10. Angelic or Devilish?
hehehe...i'm angel face...devil body..

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
driving a FERRARI!!

12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
DAD, MUM, SIS, DOG, GF, and ALL the frens tat i care..

13.What is the most important thing in life?
sleeping and eating for me...

14.Are you single or attached?
i think i no need to say this...(answer attached on the blog)

15. What is your favorite color?
white, purple, blue

16. What is your wish?
being the most HAPPIEST person in this world

17. Have you wondered what will happened afterlife?
who's care?? live ur life up and appreciate wat u hav..

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
yes, i will..everyone makes mistake.

19. Which do you prefer? Spending more time with Family members or the close / understandable ones?
Both!!!

20. 5 people you're gonna tag:
ok...choosing time WC!!! ERIC!! ANGEL!! HSUZHEN!! KAREN!!

Truth About Pisang Goreng

YO....just realize that i kinda like lazy blogging around dy...walau...ADAM ADAM...dun so lazy la..

u should go shake ur ASS out of the chair... Stop watching POR* la...haiz...dunno y suddenly i feel kinda like emo these days... anyway..today when i was browsing around my mail...i saw an very very very interesting and scary things that happen in MSIA!!

is our Msian's FAvourite FOOD!! FRIED BANANA!!!

here goes..

(chinese version)
不要再吃 pisang goreng 了

不只是中国才有黑心食品啊，这回可是远在天边，近在眼前了！！！
曾和家人到金馬崙高原遊玩,
当時的時间是中午3点多..
我们在巴刹一帶逛逛看看,当时有很多一档一档的小贩在做生意, 顿時我的視線被某一档小贩的'奇景'
吸引住了, 這一个档口是贩卖炸食物的档口...一大锅'熱勝腾' 的油...竟然有一个装5 公升的空油桶' 切成一半' ( WTF!o.O)

在熱油锅中慢慢的在 溶化！
当时我看到整个人都傻了！还以為那17..8...岁的女孩子不小心把油桶掉進锅里去？可是看她用一双筷子把油桶翻耒翻去的！(serious!!)
看情形不是不小心掉了油桶
很自然的赶紧叫家人一起看！
這時那个女孩子和坐在旁边的双親就把眼光转过來？以那种'惡意'的眼神盯着我们
天啊！果真是以空油桶溶化了炸出来的食物当街卖啊！(so we r eating plastic "pisang goreng"???!!!)

难怪
現代的人得了這么多'無名病'啊！'
回应这张贴的人，很多都知道真有此事，比如炸小葱是用吸水管（straw）炸的，还有 plastic
bag 用来炸香蕉。
他们在油里参了PLASTIC，原因是要那些食物放久了不会软绵绵。
不会软绵绵的原因是因为PLASTIC被溶化再硬固的关系。
试验结果如下试验了!!!
两公升油500ml矿泉水瓶一只没加料（矿泉水瓶）时炸一次 -
炸出来的有点硬,但很快软绵绵!!
加料（矿泉水瓶）时再炸一次- 出来是比KFC的还脆!!
请你们不好再买香蕉炸，咖哩puff， Keropok Lekor，或是炸鸡饭了。
大姐一吃了喉咙就不舒服，应该是这原因吧！
以后要吃什么，还是叫mummy 炸给你们吃比较安全。我明天就来去买香蕉！！！
我恳请你们花点时间，去爬完这张贴吧，爬完后，我打包单，你们一定不会再吃街边
的炸食物了。
不只是金马伦的有问题，原来这是他们的secret recipe家传秘方。
我看十摊，十一摊有加料啦！那摊主不是很笨就是胆大包天！
不会在家里先把桶丢进油里，竟然笨到在众目睽睽之下，做这些丧尽天良的事。



PLASTIC GORENG WILL MAKE YOU SICK
This is a true story (from my friend).
Mum said my uncle saw it in Tunjang (Kedah) and the pasar malam in Titi Chai Kangar (Perlis) where goreng pisang was sold on afternoons.
The hawker added a plastic drinking straw into a wok of hot oil and let it melt completely before he started to fry some bananas in the bubbling oil. (walau...it's so gross..)

This is why some fried bananas and ubi are so crispy... for hours...!!
My uncle asked the hawker about this, but the hawker did not answer him. When my uncle told my mum about this, they realised this is how the hawkers ensure that fried food stays crispy for their customers. My mum said that in Thailand , they do the same thing to keep fried ikan bilis and fried onions crispy, even if left in the open for hours!!
Another time, I was with my family in Cameron Highlands . It was 3:00 pm and we were hanging around the market area, where there were several hawker stalls.

At one of them, there was a big wok of boiling oil with an empty plastic bottle floating in it and slowly melting. At first I thought it had fallen into the oil accidentally, but then I saw a little girl, about 7-years old, holding a pair of chopsticks and stirring the bottle around in the hot oil. (vomitting....)

I realised, Oh my God... these people were using melted plastic to fry food, so that the fried snacks would not turn soft when it cooled down later.
Please forward to all your friends... DO NOT EAT CRISPY FRIED SNACKS from the hawkers!! Even if you don't see them melting the plastic in oil, they might have added the plastic a few hours before. After all, they keep the black oil for next day's frying as well, to save cost on cooking oil.

anyway....just an email i received from my frens... it's feel so GeLi..

so for my fellow frens and my blog readers who loves PISANG GORENG...

Stop eating those PISANG GORENG...u can tell ur mum DO it FOR u and is for u health too.

IMAGINE if one day u go for a medical checkup and the doctor say u got a cancer becos u eat one piece of PISANG PLASTIC GORENG..

and u die becos of that PISANG PLASTIC GORENG..

i dun think is worth it... as there's still a lot of food outside...

cheers~~~~~
=)