First post in year 2010.

time flies like a beam. This could be the 1st time i ever view back my blog in year 2010. Last post of my blog was November 2009! Freaking two months passed and i can't believe i just abandon my blog for no reason.

Anyway, Happy new year Blog! although it is lame but wish you guys have a lovely valentine's day in next week and Chinese New Year to everyone who are in their hometown. This year i am not going back for Chinese New year. Why?? hmmmmm...good question. Nevertheless, My family are coming Melbourne to visit me in this CNY but i am having my final exam in Chinese New year too.

This is my first time celebrating CNY outside of home country. Even though i had never go visit my relatives back in my hometown. For me CNY is like a friend gathering. Miss all my Malaysia friends who are in Kuala Lumpur or Malacca. However, I met a lot of new friends in Melbourne. Not only Malaysian, there are someone from China, Hong Kong, Korea, Japan , Vietnam, and etc. Great thing i done in Melbourne was me and my fellow Malaysian friends had established a club in Deakin University. Well, i think this year would be a challenge to run the club because this is my ever first time being a president of a club. Anyway, i will try my best to run the club.

To be honest, my final is coming very soon. My first paper is on next Thursday and last paper is on next next Monday. I was studying like Shit!! i realize i hate study even though Corporation Law is quite interesting. Luckily it is open book exam. Another subject i'm taking right now is Auditing................. This is a boring subject. BORED TO THE MAX!!!

anyway, i don't know what am i writting. I think it is just a relieve stress post.

Damn!! I hate EXAM!!!

Fucking shitty week!

well well well....what a shitty week in my 2009 year life. I had never been feeling so uncomfortable and unlucky in my life. I mean it happened a week! Normally i got into unlucky time, it was only a day or 3,4 hours. However, I won't be forget the week in between 16th of Novemeber and 21st of November!

First of all, i was working with the worst boss ever, maybe because i am a student and those adults like to cheat on us as we don;t have any experience and society. I believe what my dad said to me. "When you are student, just do the student's way to settle things. it is still not your chance to get work and earn money. You can earn money, but you can't earn too much, Because you are a student and you don't have any experience, even though you do earn a lot, it is just lucky. Your stage as a student is to gain more knowledge and experience more things, so that you will know how to settle things in society because everyone is cheating each other in society"

Why i am saying this because I had been cheated by them for about two weeks plus. So, I felt so inconfidence about myself. I finally understand what i learnt back in Malaysia, how to social in Malaysia and Australia is totally different. Normally, if a boss said that you work for us $15 an hour, doesn't this mean you go to their office and work is working? I can only get AUD15 an hour if i go for client's place. Well, i don't know whether it is misundertsnading or they want to cheat me at the first place, if their intention is to cheat me, they really successful cheated me, cos i didn't get paid from them even though i travel so far from my house to work for them for 2 weeks plus. The travel time from my house to the work place is total 3 hours a day. So if i work for 3 days, i wasted 9 hours in a week(all of the time i used in public transport is express lane, if is not, it will be more than 3 hours a day). If i can use the wasted hour to work another job, even thouthe salary is low as 8AUD per hour, i earn at least 72AUD a day and it is better than going to office and earn nothing. Sometimes i was thinking, Am i the person who misunderstand it or their general knowledge is different with me.

secondly, my precious Emporio Armani watch which is very valuable to me, spoiled at the day i had misunderstanding with my boss. The Watch had been following along my high school life until my University. But it spoiled in the time when i was back to home and i wasted 4 hours in a bus because it was traffic jam at the moment. I thought the time was still 6pm when i reached home(cause i was sleeping all the way back home), And it is from ALTONA to HUGHEDALES!!! So i went back home, i looked at the clock, it was 8.30pm! I missed my badminton moment which is every Tuesday. I was so down and there is no food inside my house. All i ate was MILK! I think I don;t have the appetite to eat even though there is a food in front of me.

Thirdly, i get caught by not validate my ticket in using Public Transport, the reason i don;t wat to validate is i want to save some money even though i get to waste more in those unnecessary. It is just what i said to myself, something you can't save, you don't have to save. In the end, you are bearing the consequences.

Well well, this is just a release stress and my anger post. Anyway, hope i do get fine in the next feel days. I HOPE!! SERIOUSLY!!

blog of Malaysian Society of Deakin and cant wait for the big DAY in December!

due to the reason of being busy with my things such as studies, clubs, social, relationship and etc.

i haven't update my blog for TWO freaking months!!! Anyway, sorry for those readers who follow my blog. I apologize for my laziness for updating in previous 2 months. However, my life is great in Melbourne. I do enjoy my life here and know a lot of friends here. Currently, I am working and studying for summer course. Good news is My GF aka Josephine Cheng who is studying in UK, is coming to Melbourne for me in this December! On the other hand, due to my stubbornness which wants her to come Melbourne, I think i had made a wrong choice because of the weather here, IT IS DAMN HOT . For those who are studying in Australia knows that Santa Clause Surf in Australia even though it is Christmas. Anyway, Maybe we will have a different Experience of Christmas in Australia.

Furthermore, My Uni life is great! I love my Uni life. Instead of just studying and experience of campus life in Deakin University ( the university which i am studying now). I met a bunch of Malaysian friends and we set up a Club Called " MALAYSIAN SOCIETY OF DEAKIN"

WOOHOO!!! well.... just to promote the club here in my blog. Michelle Yap ( the secretary) had created a blog for the society. The link is : www.msdeakin.blogspot.com"

Please support us because it is a new club which is just set up and please promote to those Malaysian who will be studying in Deakin University or MIBT (especially Melbourne, Burwood campus) in the future. It will be lot of fun and you won't feel lonely in your University life.

The blog consist quite a lot of my life in Melbourne. So, you will know how busy i am in Melbourne!

PS: CAN't wait for the big DAY and it is less than 4 weeks!!! WOO HOO!!!

Ocean Size Love

Everything start from when i was feeling down and hungry. i was cooking my dinner alone because my housemates went out for dinner with his friends. The house is soundless and it kinda scary especially in this kind of cold weather. Despite of this, i was planning to cook my dinner with some simple meal.

So, everything i did was a crap and i don't care and listen to my phone's music.

The reason of being moody is just can't do anything for my baby. Especially she is in Malaysia and i am in Australia. This is what we called " Long Distance Relationship".

Speaking of Long Distance Relationship. I found out my there is a song which describe the best of Long Distance Relationship.

The Song is "Ocean Size Love" by Leigh Nash

I know what I'm doing may be dumb
I know I should not be staring at the sun
But the thought of you leads me to temptation
It's the same whatever side you're on
Separated we are delicate and small
And the space between needs a retention

I see you right in front of me as close as you can get
And I pray that you won't leave this daydream yet

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

I don't have to worry anymore
If I really need you I'll go to the shore
And the thought of you there is my protection

I see it right in front of me
A vision in my head
And I know this is as real as a daydream gets

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

You make no sound but I can hear you in the wind
I can see this never ends
Like the sea
Like you for me

And it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

Long Distance Relationship, everybody had been telling me there is no hope in it. Why would i want to be this kind of situation? Well, i am just a simple guy with a simple mindset. I will love a person with all my heart by doing anything i could and commit in the relationship.

"Yes! I may be dumb, but I love her." this sentence had been coming out from my mouth several times and i believe myself. For me, it is what the song decribe, "it may looks far, but it's close enough for Ocean Size Love".

Frankly speaking, this song calm me down. There's always hope if we do not give up. Thanks to the song, i believe our love will be blossom and i love u, Josephine.

PS: credit to Vincent who gave me the song, thanks dude! =)

I'm officially 21 year old!!!!!

wahahahahaha....FRANKLY SPEAKING!!!

I'm finally become one of the young adult in the world when the time strike on 23rd of July.

hmmm...21st 21 21 21 21 21...never thought of being a young adult as time past very fast. Anyway, i havnt been to blog around since a long long time before i had my Final Exam last semester. Flash back a little memory: after my final. i head back to Malaysia n i hav been Carzy abt Bakuteh, Mamak, Roti Canai, and those nice ( i mean super nice!!!) food that's in Malaysia.

Speaking of which, i really enjoyed my life back in Malaysia, Family, Frens, Lover! EAT! MAMAK! YAMCHA! every part in my Malaysia is just wonderful. Ntg can beat my Malaysia's life when i was back in Malaysia. i realised i had change a lot after i've been to Melbourne for a couple months. And i think it's feel good to step nearer towards ur dream..

anyway...just feel good..hahahha..

btw..cos today is my 21st birthday...so i would like to WISH ME HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY..lol...

and thanx all the ppl who celebrated for me and wishes me...thanx u all..i really had a wonderful night spending with u guys..hahha

lastly, i would like to Thanx my Baby Gal AKA Josephine Cheng for the birthday wishes and everything once i was back to Malaysia. as baby gal knew tat my bday is gonna come and i cant celebrate my birthday in Malaysia. She gave a very big SUPRISE and it does really make me very very very touched until wanna cry..ok..let's the pic speaks.

here goes:

TA DA!!!!! THE HANDMADE OREO CHEESECAKE
me with the cake!! thanx baby gal

me n my baby gal..love u so much!!
seriously...i can feel the love n care inside the cake
I miss the cake!!! serious!!
see!! it's so delicious !!! and it is handmade from my baby girl!!
Awhhh..miss the moment and all...and then we did eat our dinner in a beach side restaurant located in klebang beach.

and down there is all the pic where we had our nice n comfy dinner.. me n my baby gal is so enjoying at there..having a lovely nite there.

i miss hugging with u =3=
me, pretty baby n nice food!!

lastly, after we had finished our dinner. we camwhore around.

miss the day...miss u la baby gal..

hahahh...kinda wonderful and thanx for everythiing gal.. love u~~~~

PS: there will b a post of how i celebrated my bday in melbourne. =)

JUNE---routine

eventually, time flies without letting us know what actually going. the reason i said this because i realized it's JUNE 2009 and i'm having my finals soon!!! i mean SOON!! ya!! i left 2 days for my finals as it start on next MONDAY to WEDNESDAY continuously!!! In worse case, 4 subject in 3 days continuously..LOL...

frankly speaking, this is my 1st time to have my exam continuously without having any days to rest. well... i hope when exam time, the times really flies!!! i mean FLIES!! On the other hand, this my 1st post in JUNE. muahahahhahahahah...Cant believe i really just dumped my blog beside and focus in my study. i have been studying like hell in library for 2 weeks. All the schedule are the same. it become my life routine and the schedule goes like this :

wake up in 7am in the morning.

takes the 9.30am bus to my campus

arrive in my library in 10am

starts my studies in 10.10am

having my lunch in 1pm

continue study for my finals in 2pm

takes 6.06pm bus home.

arrive home at 6.45pm

cook my dinner at 7.30pm

finish all my dishes in 8-9pm

revise or on9 until 11.00pm

having my bath at 11.00

sleep in 12am.

and it goes continue the same thing for morning. well. passing the same road, watching the same table i used to sit and looking thru those books i had been looking when i start my studies in DEAKIN UNIVERSITY.

there's a differences i am currently facing...

IT"S SUPER DUPER DAMN FUCKING COLD!!!!!!!!!!

can you imagine u are studying in a temperature of 3? well... it's not funny and is freezing!!!

the main reason that i want study in my library is to use their heator because heator cost extremely high in AUSSIE!

oh well, it is 7.12pm and i have to follow my timetable as it is time for me to cook my dinner.

PS: wish me luck all the best in my finals!! thanx =)

TO LEON EMMERSON!!!

this is for you dude!! wish you all the best in tomorrow paper and enjoy more times with your dearest in BRISBANE!!!

By the way...SWINE FLU in Australia is getting worse and worse.i hope that all my friends who are in Australia dun get anything serious.

life's still goes on...welcome back Adam =)

HEY, guess what? i hadn't been updating my blog for a month. i feel so bad that i left my LOVELY blog alone without update it for so long. Anyway, something happened one month back ago and it was a bad thing to me because i never expected this will happen and it affected me badly.

well, i'm not going to write about what was actually happened to me because it had passed and i realize life's still goes on. whatever happened is a past and i felt so sad about it. Fortunately, i have a lovely family who care me a lot and what had done is done and what i should appreciate now is really clear to me.

sometimes, things happen with a reason. well, i agree with this and i found out is not easy to understand this as the meaning is really wide. I was wondering, does bad thing happens with a reason too?? On the other hand, my MUM used to tell me to be happy even bad thing happens to me. Unfaithfully, i wasn't happy that moment because i can't find a reason to make myself happy. Finally, I realize that being happy is such a hard way for me at the moment. My family knew what had happened to me and they didn't blame for being so naive or childish when i acted stupid.

i remembered when i was 17, Mum told me "good thing appears together with bad thing and u should APPRECIATE what u have". i wasn't sure that time but i realized it now. it wasn't too late for me as i'm 21 years old now (for this year, but i haven't reach my 21st birthday...hahah) i found out that i am in the place which i always wanted to be here. YUP!! i always wanted to be in AUSTRALIA. it is part of my dream to be here. i should be happy instead of being sad as this is always i wanted to be.

To be honest, i gave up this great opportunity back in two years time and i really regretted that i was supposed to study in MELBOURNE after my high school graduation. well, why am i here currently?? this is because my best fren LEO EMMERSON. he is the one that let me know how stupid i am at that time because i shouldn't give up the chance when i got the chance. Thank for the encouragement dude!! i really appreciate that for waking me up!! WHY?? because is part of ur DREAM!!

For me, i realized what my dad told me when i was graduated from high school, " LONG(my nickname in my family, it's mean "dragon" in chinese)!! do u know how important for a guys to have their dream? IT IS DAMN FUCKING IMPORTANT BECAUSE DREAM REPRESENT YOU and YOUR DREAM REPRESENT YOUR VISION!!" (ok. the "DAMN FUCKING" is just for expression to show the importance). Honestly, i was stunned when he told me and i really realized what is a dream now. Seriously, Never ever give up your dream for someone or something else!! I don't think is worth to give up a dream so easily because you might be regretted. And i don't recommend to do this!!

In this month, something goods really happen and it makes my life even happier now. why? Because i appreciate every single things that i had now. i told myself "ADAM TUI, it's time for you to be happier than last time because you had got what u want". It's so true that i have everything, like those who cares about me, loves me and make me happier. i should APPRECIATE them. "APPRECIATE WHAT YOU SHOULD APPRECIATE". this is what i learnt in this lesson. life is like a class or exam, sometimes you might fail and pass or even get a HIGH DISTINCTION. That's why it taught what we should do in the end and we learn things after the lesson.

To be honest again, i was thinking to give up this blog as i am not really in the mood in blogging anymore. Thanks for LEO EMMERSON again for fucking me that i should continue blogging. As a matter of fact, what he said really bang me, " what's the purpose for you to blog? Don't tell me YOU create a BLOG to let people see and wanted to be famous? COME ON!! i created my blog because i want to write down all my memories. So that i won't forget what really happened to me." (ok..maybe he didn't say it rudely as this is what i understand and i express it out =P) I agree what he said because memory is really important to our life. You don't know what's going to happen next and you should memorize those nice and sweet memories that you had at the first time. this makes me to find a reason what i really want now.

well, it's time for me to improve myself to become a better person. this is what i should do now. besides that, i should thank one of my favourite reader who is being so supportive and bringing me so much of happiness. thanks for everything, you let me learnt my lesson and i gonna APPRECIATE what i have now. thanks you so much for caring me. you really understand me =)

i feel sorry for those other readers for not updating my blog. Anyway, i will update my life as i share what is happening to my life.from now on, I will start my biggest challenge as i decided to use PROPER ENGLISH to update my blog and i'm so sorry to my AUSTRALIAN friend--DAN who said my english sucks 3 weeks ago because he don't understand "MALAYSIANS' style english" well mate, I gonna shows you that my english isn't that bad. hahaha.. Anyway, Thanks for suggesting me to write in proper english. I will try my best to improve my english. haha.

Hence......WOW!! i think i am writing an essay because i never try to write so much without putting any pictures. everything have their first time and this is so my 1st-proper-englsih-blog.hahah. I write this because i want to let all my readers know...I AM HAPPY now and just wanna to share what's my thinking.

In conclusion, Be smart and APPRECIATE WHAT U HAVE NOW. ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU and those who are special and close to you!!

LIFE!! here i am!! =)

Grampians Pic...nice place to go!!

due to my best buddy WC diu me for not update my blog...

so... i'm gonna update now..

as last post i mentioned abt i came back from "Grampians"...

for those who r in Melbourne definitely know what place it is...

but for those who not...i will explain wat "Grampians" is...

GRAMPIANS is a very very very very(i seriously mean it!!) nice place for those who like hiking, sightseeing, bbq, have fun with frens...

as i went there with those PFMA (PAY FONG MELBOURNE ASSOCIATION) as Pay Fong is my high school back in Malacca...

too bad i dun hav a DSLR to take down or those view...haiz...

but i used my Omnia to take down some...

pic shown:






















nice???

i am so love the place!!!

Gonna buy one DSLR !!! >.<


PS: thanx for those PFMA ppl for organising the trip !! i really enjoyed my time!! looking forward to our next trip!! =)

I'm BACK from Grampians!!

woo hoo!!!

i just back from a trip with my fellow high school frens

and now i'm so bloody tired...

anyway..

will gonna post some pic after i get from them..

gonna start getting my study mood...

wtf....

Tag from JOON HAO THAM~~~~

lalalalalala.....having my EASTER HOLIDAY NOW...

n one of best pal in mlk TAG me wor...well...this can be said the very 1st tag as i never do a Tag at all...

ok... here goes:



1. Do you have secrets?
Errr.......this question is stupid..ofcos la!!!

2. Do you ever try a few days do not eat anythings?
IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR me!!! eat is my entertaiment man!!!

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
yes if there's a lot of leng lui around...or there's a HOT AND SEXY LECTURER..

4. Coffee or more coffee?
TEH tarik boleh tak???

No 5 sudah hilang.

6. Laughter, or forever smiles?
well...i'm a Lame JOKER!! wanna hear my lame joke??

7. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
BOTH ARE IMPORTANT!!!

8. The person you like is already attached, what would you do?
wish her?? wat the heck!!

9. What made you smile today?
watching POR*! (Opps did i say tat?? wakakak!!)

10. Angelic or Devilish?
hehehe...i'm angel face...devil body..

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
driving a FERRARI!!

12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
DAD, MUM, SIS, DOG, GF, and ALL the frens tat i care..

13.What is the most important thing in life?
sleeping and eating for me...

14.Are you single or attached?
i think i no need to say this...(answer attached on the blog)

15. What is your favorite color?
white, purple, blue

16. What is your wish?
being the most HAPPIEST person in this world

17. Have you wondered what will happened afterlife?
who's care?? live ur life up and appreciate wat u hav..

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
yes, i will..everyone makes mistake.

19. Which do you prefer? Spending more time with Family members or the close / understandable ones?
Both!!!

20. 5 people you're gonna tag:
ok...choosing time WC!!! ERIC!! ANGEL!! HSUZHEN!! KAREN!!