this is what i want....

well...has not been feeling well and is not really well.......
ya...right..we argue again... as she still not believe in me...
as i dunno why we still argue.... am i wrong?? or is she wrong??
i dunno... seriously...i really wan peace...i wan her to b happy...
and i really do...she hasnt smile in happy face since the incident as i admit i really doing something really really really wrong to hurt her....

miao....i really wan u to b happy...and i really really willing to do anything to make u happy...
i feel sorry for everything... and i not dare to ask u to forgive wat i did... but i dun wan to see u in sad face... i care abt u... pls be happy..

today i sleep in living room as my mum coming up for her company meeting....is really lonely...
really lonely.........
really really really sad of feeling like this...
i dun wan anymore!!! pls god!! pls......

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dunno wat i am blogging now...juz feel tired...and frustrated..
i juz wan to have happiness between u n me...